i hate how there's still so much to learn that I know I'll never be satisfied in my works I hate that there's a level I know I can reach but couldn't for some reason unless I study every single thing in order to consider myself professional you'd think at this level that I'm fully confident in my skills but no I know what else is out there and I know how to study them but just thinking of getting to that next step is so draining since I know whats needed for me to work on but even then I know for a fact that I still won't be satisfied after getting there so maybe this is what artists are supposed to really feel just endless unsatisfaction in pursuit of perfection that doesn't exist or at least is far out of reach im just glad this is fun #seilo #illustration