Kayenaatt

Abdul and i are no longer together 💔 This has been the hardest decision of my life. I’m still processing this. But i choose myself this time, my peace and my children. We are going to co-parent and continue to prioritise our kids. All i ask is for your love and understanding while we navigate through this difficult time. I have and will always appreciate your support, thank you so, so much. 🤍

🙈 #transition #fyp #viral

The side of motherhood no one shares. i’ve never felt so unseen yet so strong in myself. The lonely nights where i cry while my babies sleep, the idea of actually living my worst fear yet pulling through for myself because i’m a mother and cannot afford to let my emotions swallow me up. It’s like mourning someone who is not even dead, I’m grieving something that never existed like i thought it did. Being a single mum was my worst fear, and while I’m uncomfortable with my reality right now, i do trust Allah swt’s plan. It feels like a neverending nightmare and i know I’ll survive. But i wanted to stop with the cute tiktoks, the tutorials and aesthetic videos to show a glimpse of my reality right now. It is not easy to wake up and put on a face, film and face people at work. And worst, pulling through whilst protecting your kids and healing. I’ve been living through a silent battle, i’ve been in survival mode for so long that it’s catching up on me. I applaud those that have suffered and gotten through this, i know i can do it. But i feel so fkn vulnerable and helpless right now. All i wanted is happiness and peace, i just wanted to cherish and protect my kids, give them a home full of love. This is what motherhood, heartbreak, trauma, healing and survival looks like.

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Mama’s home babyyy 🙈 #fyp #singlemumlife #relatable #justagirl

Let’s forget that part, next. #pov #trend #relatable

Eid prep ✨ Come with me to get a facial at @La belle peau 🤍 HIGHLY recommend this treatment, i always feel brand new😩 They currently are also having an Eid sale!! #eidprep #hydrafacial #skinprep #SelfCare #Vlog #fyp #xybca

A little TLC and self care 🧖🏼‍♀️ I recently got a few tweaks and subtle treatements, nothing crazy! The confidence boost is insane🥹 i couldn’t recommend @La belle peau enough, the only person i trust with my face!! 😩🤍 If you’re considering anything, always do your research and go somewhere that prioritises natural results and safety! #treatments #facialbalancing #facetlc #SelfCare #aesthetics #selfcareroutine

Let people drown in their misery. Stay unbothered <3 #unbothered #healing #selflove #relatable #quotes

#ad Outfit is linked girls, i brought it from TikTok shop 🤍 #fyp

For the girl who never had a dad, you gave me the version of love I deserved and healed me in ways no one ever could 🤍 My little solider, I love you so much angel🥲 May Allah swt protect you and give you a long healthy life insha’allah. I’m already so proud of you✨ (i think my periods due or i’m just a proud boy mama? Oops) #motherhood#mum#boymum#mama#motherhoodunfiltered#mumsofig#boymomlife#grateful

Grwm - Nikkah glam 💜✨ #grwm #nikkah #glammakeuplook #makeuptutorial #softglam

Hi from antalya x #fyp

#ad i am OBSESSED😩😍 Please stop sleeping on TT shop👀 #summersale #tiktokmademebuyit #sale #foryouu

Breezy baby, hurry up pls bc i need that healing energy rbn x #breezybowl #healing #fyp

Random debrief x

Forever a jhol girly

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A blessing, and a curse. #foryou #deep #healing