Life has seemed unforgiving for a while now. I have felt like giving up. I have wanted to hide for months on end. But I can’t. I have far too many people and animals who rely on me for their wellbeing. I cannot let anyone down. I have struggled to know how to continue my journey without Balam as the central figure, and I have felt so lost without him. I also know that I live with some incredible cats. 10 of them to be exact. And they are all wonderful in their own ways. I will be re-introducing you all to my crew over the coming months. It’s about time everyone gets the spotlight they deserve. I think Balam would approve…if only to help me. Thank you all for being here and for being part of our journey. Diesel and Duma are stars. So much more on them to come….. #cats #grief #HealingJourney