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May is bpd awareness month. And even though this is terrifying to post and be vulnerable about there’s nothing I want more than to bring awareness about mental health to anyone out there who may need it. My bpd was in remission for over a year or so, and lately it’s been quite the opposite. This is the reality of how some of our nights have been. and thank god after spending 5 years with somebody, they know exactly when an attack is about to come on & exactly how to help. he is my angel. it started out just trying to capture a cute video of my husband taking my makeup off, but I overwelmingly was reminded the sense of feeling unworthy of his love. of anyones. & that is the loneliest feeling of all. we’re married & I still ask him if he loves me still. as the video plays you can see me slowly unravel & completely shut down. when ppl ask how I am lately the answer is always the same. I’m okay. how are you. and I mean that whole heartedly. I’m okay. And I don’t wanna talk about it bc I feel like no one understands or cares, so how are you? but learning that it’s okay to not be okay. it’s okay to let people know that. & in this moment, it’s okay that im not okay. I’ve been fighting a battle that most people know nothing about, and it’s been lonely as hell lately. #MentalHealth #mentalhealthmatters #MentalHealthAwareness #anxietyawareness #depressionanxiety #depression #emotionalmoments #husbandsoftiktok #bpdawareness #bpdtok #bpdrecovery #borderline @austin_1997

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