when I first found out, I was pregnant. I was very upset. Then I started to picture this new baby and I accepted the fact I was pregnant. I kept having dreams of another little boy and my son was playing with him in my dreams. I started to get excited about this new baby and this new journey. I know I said I didn’t want any more kids but now that I just lost my baby I feel uncomplete. When I first found out, I was pregnant me and my man scheduled a vasectomy appointment because we knew after this last baby we would be complete. His vasectomy appointment is actually for tomorrow… and now I don’t know how to feel about it because now I feel like something is missing… i feel like three is an odd number and I want four babies especially after all the dreams.. We might still go we might not. I just don’t know yet. I don’t wanna make the wrong decision… when I found out I was pregnant. I was planning on getting a C-section because that was the best option for me and my health. I wouldn’t wish a miscarriage on my worst enemy every day, I keep thinking about this human I never met. I keep thinking about is it a boy or a girl? I just wish I could’ve met my baby. 👼🏼 honestly seeing the little feet while I’m sitting on the toilet was the hardest part.. I do believe everything happens for a reason one day God will reunite me with my baby. ###miscarriage##nolongerpregnant##miscarriageawareness##miscarriages##angelbaby##neverforgotten##babymiscarriage##youngmom##mamalulu
Risee N Shineee 🪄✨☀️ also, I feed my baby his food off camera because I usually feed him in his diaper and I don’t like recording that 💗 #morningroutine #morningvlog #sahmmorningroutine #sahmmorning #morninginmylife #morningvibes #morningmotivation #youngmoms #youngmomsoftiktok #youngmomlife #breaskfastime #breaskfastburritos #cookbreakfastwithme #goodmom #goodwife #morningwithtoddlers #fypmomsoftiktok #mamalulu #dayinmylifesahm #unfilteredmotherhood #relatablemom #realisticmomlife #fypシ゚viral
homeboy was doing way too much taking my license plate 🥲💔 ##cookbreakfastwithme##cookbreakfastwithus##storytime##cookbreakfast##breaskfast##storytimes##gotpulledover##couplegoals##coupletok##youngparents##youngmom##youngdad##youngfamily##sahmof3##toddlermom##lifeasayoungmom##unfilteredmotherhood##21yearoldmom##sahm##storytimevideos##breaskfast##morningvibes##morningvlog##meandmyman##fypmomsoftiktok##fypシ゚viral##fypstorytime
also my hair looks crazy right now. I didn’t have time to do a blowout 😭🤚🏼 #b#birthdayshoppingd#daughterbirthdayy#youngparentsy#youngmomg#goodparentsc#comeshoppingwithmep#presentsb#buypresentswithmeb#buybirthdaygifts1#1000dollarss#sahmm#mamaluluu#unfilteredmotherhoodr#relatablemomm#momof3f#fypmomsoftiktokf#fypviralシ
This is your sign to get up and clean if you haven’t already🙂↕️✋🏼💗 ##sundayreset##cleanwithme##mamalulu##cleaningmotivation##youngmom##sundayresetroutine##cleaningmom##fypmomsoftiktok##unfilteredmotherhood##cleanmyhousewithme##fypviralシ
RISE n SHINE ☀️ repost this if you like the editing 🥺👩🏻❤️💋👩🏻🫶🏼 #mamalulu ##morningroutine##solomorningroutine##youngmomsoftiktok##youngmornings##morningvibes##riseandshine##goodmorning##makebreakfastwithme##sahm##youngmomof3##fypmomsoftiktok##morninginmylife##goodgirl##momoftheyear##coolmom##fypシ゚viral##viralvideo##morningcheer##unfilteredmotherhood##relatablemom##foryoumommas
do you like sloppy joe or do you think its jail food too? 😭🤣💗 #slidders #cookdinnerforfamily #cookdinnerwithme #sloppyjoe #sloppyjoes #sloppyjoesliders #dinnerontheblackstone #mamalulu #blackstonegriddlecooking #blackstonegirlies #cookdinner #youngmom #nightvibes #sahmcooking #toddlermeals #toddlermom #fypmomsoftiktok #fypシ゚viral
also, we don’t get to clock out 😩💔 ##sahm##sahmlife##sahmomsbelike##sahmrant##youngsahmlife##youngsahmwife##youngsahmwife##cleanwithme##sahmcleaning##sahmof3##mamalulu##fypmomsoftiktok##toddlermom##youngmommy##unfilteredmotherhood##relatablemom##fypシ゚viral
The fact they had me in there for four hours was diabolical 🤠😭✋🏼 ##ultrasound##ultrasoundappointment##miscarriage##miscarriagejourney##youngmom##doctorappointment##birthcontrol##mamalulu##spendthedaywithme##sahm #youngmomsoftiktok #sahmlife #lifeasayoungmom #unfilteredmotherhood #sharingmylife #fypmomsoftiktok #relatablemom #fypシ゚viral
shout out Walmart pay 😭✋🏼💕 bcs where are all my cards literally all missing? 🥲 ##groceryshopping##comegroceryshoppingwithme##grocerystore##groceryshopwithme##groceryrestock##foodrestock##youngmom##groceryshoppingwithmom##youngmomsoftiktok##mamalulu##realisticmomlife##relatablemom##unfilteredmotherhood##fypmomsoftiktok##runerrandswithme##runerrandswithus##runerrands##MomsofTikTok##tiktokmom##sahm##toddlermom##fypシ゚viral
i’m gonna make him do a part two because he was nervous ✋🏻😭 lol i told him ill give him some magical nunu if he did my voiceover ✨😭😭 ##boyfrienddoesmyvoiceover##fiancedoesthevoiceover##fiancedoesmyvoiceover##mymandoesmyvoiceover##funnyvoiceover##youngmom##mamalulu##youngmomsoftiktok##youngmomlife##sahmomsbelike##dayinthelife##dayinmylifesahm##funnyvideos##bfdoesvoiceover##fypmomsoftiktok##fypシ゚viral##bfdoesmyvoiceover
Have you ever ate dinner for breakfast?🥲 ##dinnerforbreakfast##badmom##cookwithme##overstimulatedmom##tiredmom##giveamomabreak##toddlermom##sahmof3##sahmomsbelike##momhumor##unfilteredmotherhood##realisticmomlife##relatblemomcontent##youngmomsoftiktok##youngmomlife##lifeasayoungmom##21yearoldmom##sahm##cookingvideo##fypmomsoftiktok##mamalulu##fypvitalシ
what should i make next on the blackstone? 🫶🏼 #shrimptacos #shrimptacos4dinner #blackstonetacos #blackstonegriddlecooking #blackstonegriddle #blackstone #blackstonegirlies #tacosontheblackstone #shrimptaco #shrimptacoss #cookwithme #cookdinnerforfamily #cookdinner #youngmomsoftiktok #youngmomlife #youngmomcooking #mamalulu #youngmoms #lifeasayoungmom #sahmomsbelike #sahmof3 #cookingforfiancé #fypmomsoftiktok #fypviralシ
so much for being mysterious 😞🥸 #mamalulu #trolling #trolls #cookwithme #funny #facereveal #sahmomsbelike #sahmcontent #yomama #fypシ゚viral #momlife #humor #
Sorry guys I’ve been sick, but I’m back😭💗 ##stuffedshells##cookingtiktok##cookwithme##mamalulu##cheflulu##makedinnerwithme##stuffedshellsrecipe##cooking##youngmom##sahmomsbelike##lifeasayoungmom##unfilteredmotherhood##relatablemom##DinnerIdeas##toddlermom##fypmomsoftiktok##fypシ゚viral