Liana Jade

Hes an old soul 🥹

He wanted to do it to me 😂🥹🥹

What shall we dress us next?🥹

Close enough 😂

We woke up to so much snow and it honestly couldn’t have come at a better time… koazy is in his snowman obsession 😂 from Olaf to frosty the snowman and watching Jack Frost on repeat 🥹 we had a little snow last year but Koazy was obviously too small to go out and help build a snowman so we knew that’s exactly what we had to do this morning 🤍

Happy 1st of December 🎄 this is the first year that little man understands about the magic elf (who we are actually yet to name😅) and he ‘snowed’ up through his magic door and set up some play snow in koazys tuff tray and delivered the advent calendar that I had painted 🥹 I decided to fill every day with an activity so today we made Christmas cards for all our family and friends 🥰

We made (or attempted should I say) Strawberry Santas 😭 Not over how sweet it was that he stroked my hand and helped me wipe the chocolate off my trousers 🥺

How are we already 4 days into december? I was very excited for what the elf had planned today even if it didnt go exactly to plan 😂 also still not over the staring into the abyss with his chocoate 🥲 koazy is such an old man! Whats your elf been up to? @CONNOR

Koazy and I have been practicing all morning to put on a little Christmas show for daddy 🥹@CONNOR

I had no idea what I wanted to eat for lunch so Connor gave me many options and set us up a little picky lunch 🥺 although i think koazy was the most excited 😂😂

Theres only 2 people in this house that would be this calm about sleeping with a spider next to them and Connor isnt one of them 😂 I just love how kids brains work, the fact that random piece of broccoli became magic 🥹

We traveled back down to wales to surprise my mummy for her 60th birthday 🥰 We hadnt seen them since telling them about our most recent unsuccessful pregnancy so it was well needed family time 🤍 Koazy absolutely loved the place because he had so many hat choices 😂

I think we nailed it.

Cant take them anywhere 😅

So much better 🥰

I only filmed this because my mum was saying shed seen people do it and she thought that koazy would eat the chocolate 😅

It is only my second month TTC after my miscarriage but I can’t even begin to tell you how painful it feels getting a negative test after that positive one. I keep thinking how I should have been 7 months pregnant by now and one night when we were supposed to be trying, I just burst into tears from the pressure (I’ll explain this properly in a video, I feel like I can’t in text) But anyways, what I’m trying to say is.. yes I know it can absolutely take months to fall pregnant if we’re lucky enough to do so again, and it’s very early days. But anyone TTC right now, I’m here with you. That week leading up to your period, wondering if it’s a pregnancy or just PMS straight through to that crushing negative test.

Koazy wasnt happy that daddy got to me for snuggles first 😂🥹

Elphaba and Glinda looking a little different 😅

Its the way he looked at me 😭😭😂